Mothers Day

Mother to daughter we’ll always be,
The love that we have you’ll always see.
Together forever until we die,
None can stop us or make us cry.

We’ve always been strong you and I,
The past that we’ve had has got us by.
Mamma I know that you’ve been hurt
And I’ve always been there even when he had cursed.

No more worries because your own day,
Again I will be there to celebrate with cake.

Prom

This guy comes along and says,
remember November.
I try to hear closely but I say
Go prom with her.

He starts to go insane and says
I only want to be with ya,
I just wanna go to my home
But he doesn’t want to leave me alone.

He knows he’s hurt me
But acts as if he’s done nothing wrong,
So I walk away and say hell with ya.
You broke my heart so just go prom
With her.

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Living life

Sometimes when I pick up the phone
All I wanna say is leave me alone.
I try to do my best by being positive
But when I over think things
I start being negative….

Their starting to make things hard for me,
But when they need my help they aren’t so mean.
I try to do my best by being positive
but when do this I find it hard to live.

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My Poems

Finding Peace,

Darkness surrounds my mind,
Pain is a world of mine.
Misery is a friend of mine
and I don’t want you to see me cry.

Silence seems to be the answer,
Silence has followed me through life.
My mum, yes she put up a fight,
together we’ve lived and cried.

Understand my pain?
everyone shall see what remains.
My skin burned to dust, leaving my bones
only to rot away.

Sorry isn’t what I am after,
Peace is what i am trying to find.
I hate how they still can find laughter,
Misery is all that remains…

Beauty within me is extinct,

Beauty within me is extinct,
I am not beautiful, I am ugly.
I am invisible, my heart it cries.No one will understand what is hidden in my mind,
Filled with betrayal, sadness and pain.
I am not beautiful, I am a weak unlovable child.Inside my mind, I am still a little girl,
bruised and broken.
Inside my mind, I know I have been used and outspoken.

I take things to heart,
little things make scars.
You don’t understand,
I try to forget but its too damn hard.

I had so much help,
when I was a child I cried and yelped.
No one will understand how I felt.
Until they go through what I have,
this is what has made me be me as its self.

Fight Back,

These words that I keep holding back,
are memories that are sad.
There’s too many kids suffering,
There’s men that are abusing.

Women are scared to fight back,
the life that they use to have.
My heart beats but feels like its failing,
the pain keeps on closing in.

Sitting on a table alone,
silent tears with my head low.
the teacher talks but I only hear the echoes’
There’s things that go on they don’t know.

I’ve lost faith in friends and family,
they’ve become so destructive.
there is people around who don’t notice,
the one girl who is missing.

Losing my Job

My hazel eyes are looking down,
I could feel my tears welling and their voices became nothing.
My emotions were beginning to become out of control,
I looked back up and I only saw their mouths moving.

All I can think to myself is that I wasn’t good enough,
before I knew I was getting up and saying it was lovely to have worked with you, with a firm hand shake.

I threw my coffee away and washed my cup out, I quickly grabbed my coat and bag but I had to take a breather.
I’m going to be alright, I said to myself.
I went into the directors room and I could feel myself not making any sense except all I felt was a lump in my throat as I said goodbye.

I turned to the one person and I felt myself let go…
I lightly touched her arm and there she looked in my eyes and I couldn’t breathe or speak.
Water filled my eyes and I wanted to run, I just stood there trying to breathe slowly but it was coming out fast like an explosion.